yesterday was a whirlwind. so many different emotions swirling around. i went to a lecture by zvi gitelman at ucsd regarding Jewish identity. my take away- if you don’t marry jewish, your kids very likely won’t marry jewish. crap. i finally got my mail from home (that i’d been asking for since i moved) and found out if i don’t submit my taxes by march my loan repayment will increase SUBSTANTIALLY. haven’t done my taxes yet. got my car insurance bill that i can’t afford until i get my tax return money but is due before that. i got mad at my mom and then felt bad that i was mad. my boss discussed advancement opportunities for me but in a direction i’m not sure i want to take. mr.man came over and i cried in front of him. i finished a bottle of wine. it was not pretty. but here’s to today and not being all emotional.